For Margot Epstein a "normal life" is just a dream. Feeling unwanted and tossed aside since birth and being sent from foster home to group homes until she finally turns eighteen, already broken and bruised, Margot quickly learns a normal life is not what you get.Living with best friend Maddy for the last six years has its obstacles, but she copes with her books and library work, along with the comfort of the beach where she is able to escape. Josh her over controlling boyfriend holds a deep secret of Margot's that she doesn't want anyone to know. Afraid to leave him and outing her deepest secret, she is forced to stay with him.Margot isn't sure she knows who she is anymore and is about to meet people she never expected Especially Derrek or Justin...It's about time she finds out who she truly is deep down.But, how can you find yourself when you barely existed to begin with?