Leah knows all about the mountains and valleys of recovery; she lives them every day. She knows the joy of small daily successes, the gut-wrenching confrontations with honesty, the grief and freedom that come with facing the past, and now the deep, wallowing shame of relapse. Her brother's death sent her into this downward spiral. Who will help her crawl out? Her Mama, who uses Leah as a sounding board and only sees her own pain? Iris, her friend and sponsor, whose blunt honesty is more than Leah can face without a drink? What about Sage, her street connection and supplier, who likes keeping her just as she is? Leah must find a way to survive without dissolving into her past self. She must choose to triumph.