Thinking of your journeys, are in the reminded state of mental gymnastics, the exercise is of the mind's eye not on the face. The dream is inside, where I live with the people who had everything and nothing at all, coming to terms with the ability for anyone to be better than you were, common since for some and a mountain for others. All the things you ever did to get to this point lead you to be here at this moment at this time. If you have never suffered than your probably too young to read this book, of this journey for an answer which is the cost of life. The road to heaven is full with good intensions.