This book describes my struggles with the mental health system, more specifically psychiatry and being misunderstood. Psychiatry has caused me and immediate family to have a significant amount of stress, distress, anguish, and duress. This book described my triumphs in staying positive with faith in GOD even after more than 35 years of psychiatric oppression. This book also describes how I sought - voluntarily a Psychologist that cared for helping to defend me in probate court helping to prevent further psychiatric oppression and harm. It is hoped that the reader becomes inspired to be the best you can be and not let anyone's opinion cause you negativity. We each know our own capabilities. I've remained positive even after 35 years of intermittent forced psychotropic medications due to a psychiatric system and petitioners not being empathic and understanding. It is of great relief in writing this book so that I can portray the real me not even tried to be expressed by an oppressive psychiatric system, and lack of good communication in the hopes of changing psychiatry, and exoneration from non-empathetic practitioners, careless - stigmatized thinking, and ailing mental health system.