KAINEA lifetime of abandonment leaves its mark on a person. So much so that when Nicki left, it made a twisted sort of sense. After all, everyone else I had loved in this world had left me, why should he be any different? Six years later and he's back in my life. He's still the same Nicki. Still the same sensitive, intelligent, loving and compassionate man he was years ago. Except...there are shadows in his eyes that were never there before. How do I love him again, trust him again? If he disappears now, there's no way I'd survive. NICKII love Kaine Devereaux. I always have. But sometimes love just isn't enough. When my family moved thousands of miles away to chase the dream of a cure for my mysterious illness, Kaine and I had no idea that more than distance would end up separating us.How do I ask Kaine to trust me again when I almost destroyed him? How do I ask him to love me again, when I'm still haunted by the specter of my past?