I have always been the type to look at the positive side of everything, but, when things don't go as planned, you tend to get a bad outlook on life. And I must say, my life has been full of unplanned situations and problems. With Ma marrying this crackhead that wasn't any of our fathers. Along with the constant drinking, moving from place to place, and with what happened to Sister, Me Brother, and Sister were doomed from the beginning. When you are put through so many things growing up, by the time it's all over, you Will be what is called, THE REMNANTS OF A BAD PAST...HOLD ON FOR THE RIDE!!!