After the second U.S. Civil War, life is dangerous, but risking their hearts might be the biggest threat.
When charismatic newcomer Clark walks into Van's life in post-war rural Colorado, neither can ignore the sparks between them. Van has built a fulfilling new normal with his girlfriend Hadas after his wife's death, but Clark's brash flirtation and dominant tendencies awaken a desire for a kind of romance Van thought he'd lost forever. Even if he's not sure he's ready for it. Clark survived the war, but his family fractured and now his relationships are in ruins. All that must be his fault, or everyone wouldn't say so. He's relocated to start over, zero interpersonal complications welcome. His inescapable chemistry with Van, who seems to crave more than hookups, is a complication. So is Clark's growing platonic bond with Hadas. Both want an emotional connection he can't give them, and he'll only disappoint them if he tries. Won't he? Then a violent gang of thieves targets their small town, and Van and Hadas prepare to put their lives on the line protecting their close-knit community. Having lost too much already, Clark starts to pull away, spooking Van. But when a traitor betrays them all, Clark is the only one who can save the two people who asked him to open his heart... and made him want to risk it. THE HOME I FIND WITH YOU is a high-heat, hurt-comfort polyamorous M/M romance novel with an MMF+ HEA. The story deals with serious topics such as grief and trauma, but it also features an accepting community supporting each other in a post-collapse world, queer found family, folks helping each other heal, and a very good dog who never has anything bad happen to her.
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