I left at dawn on a rainy day. I left as he slept, believing that he'd still find me in his arms when he woke up. I left, taking everything I'd promised him. I took it all, and neither of us would ever have it again. I left, turning my back on everything I knew, believing I could never be part of it.I left the man who loved me, the family who raised me. I left my home, my roots, my dreams. I left my whole life behind in search of a past that was never mine. I hurt everyone who loved me, and broke him into so many pieces that I know I'll never deserve his forgiveness. But I'm here, now, trying to rebuild everything I've destroyed. I'm trying to find what I thought I'd lost. And although he says that he'll never be the same, though he says that there's nothing left of him, I can't abandon him again. I can't say goodbye to us. They say that you always find your way back to happiness, but I've found my way back to the only place I've ever felt at home. I've found my way back to him.